So Long, I Am Jumping the Shark

MTV's animated Daria wearing a blue turtleneck in a fictionalized flash-forward episode, ‘Write Where It Hurts’

Daria’s fictionalized flash-forward in “Write Where It Hurts” all the time caught with me.
Image: MTV

Well, that is awkward. I’ve by no means shied away from together with myself in my very own tales, nevertheless it’s not usually that I’m my very own story. I assume now’s pretty much as good a time as any to get actual, as I say goodbye to the place I’ve lengthy known as residence.

Friends, I’ve determined to depart io9. Just writing these phrases is unusual, as a result of I by no means thought I would depart a spot like this. At least not willingly. Journalism is, as you’ll be able to think about, a challenging business. There are mountains of gifted individuals vying for a similar low-paying positions, which themselves are declining at a fast price. Almost each information job I’ve had since faculty has resulted in layoffs, or worse. I keep in mind one digital information outlet gave the entire workers two hours to filter out our desks and digital information earlier than the computer systems have been wiped. That was the job I had proper earlier than io9. I assume, in a manner, it labored out for the perfect.

When I used to be employed as io9’s weekend editor, I used to be terrified. I thought-about myself nerdy, certain, however these nerds have been professionals. They knew each obscure character identify in Star Wars, may say which Marvel or DC challenge featured some main (or minor) second—to not point out they have been among the greatest writers and editors within the enterprise. They knew what story was, easy methods to inform it proper, and when to name out bullshit within the business. I used to be out of my depth (although I’d by no means have admitted that!). But I did what I’ve all the time finished: I labored. I studied. Eventually, I discovered my manner.

Since then, io9 has given me alternatives to do the form of work I’d solely dreamed of. I moved to New York to assist develop io9’s video presence—attending to be my awkward, bizarre self in essays concerning the Dark Universe, comic-con interviews with Kevin Feige and Adam Savage, and manner too many movies about Game of Thrones. As somebody who was as soon as advised by a cable information government that she was “too large” to ever be on digital camera, it was good to discover a place that embraced expertise over regressive norms. In print, I coated covid-19’s affect on Disney Parks workers. I dove into Terrific Production, one of many strangest comics publishers I’ve ever encountered. I explored my foolish, silly love of Once Upon a Time. I shared my private struggles with my son’s delivery, which was in all probability the toughest factor I’ve ever written (and skilled). And with the total help of our workers and administration, we printed an investigative piece about sexual misconduct allegations towards voice actor Vic Mignogna. I’ll perpetually be pleased with my work on that—although it got here at a price nobody ought to should pay, as I used to be doxxed for it and needed to flee my residence.

But I’ve grown drained. I’m bored with being a video editor with no crew, as most of our video producers were laid off throughout the top of the pandemic final yr. I’m bored with making an attempt to juggle life in one of many world’s most costly cities (which stays a requirement for this job) with the wants of my household. I’m bored with watching so many gifted writers, editors, producers, and managers slip by our grasp as a result of it’s not value it to remain. And I’m bored with making an attempt to persuade the people who own this company that what they’ve is one thing unimaginable, and that it’s unimaginable as a result of of the individuals who work right here.

I’m forsaking an incredible crew—a bubble of close-knit weirdos who I’ve been proud to name my colleagues and mates for a few years. First, I wish to thank io9 deputy editor Jill Pantozzi for, nicely, the whole lot. She does the work of no less than three full-time jobs stacked on high of one another, and nonetheless manages to share in my “OMGs!” about Legends of Tomorrow’s Beebo. She’s gracious and type, and she or he cares about what we do. (Bosses, when you’re studying this, pay Jill extra.) James, for maintaining each reality about each nerdy property crammed inside that bloody sensible head, and writing a lot content material we ought to be known as “James and the io9ers.” Charles, on your immaculate wit and information sense, and writing essays that make me sit… and sit some extra… and query. Germain, for being the form of pleasant, considerate one that is aware of everybody as a result of all of them wish to know you (oh, and keep in mind that Taco Bell factor?). Autumn, for giving io9 the right voice for our unusual group and doing these goofy enjoyable NYCC lives with me. Andrew Liszewski, for all the time being desirous to geek out over board video games—we’d like a digital session, stat. Andrew Couts, who’s greater than earned his place as head of Gizmodo. Valerie, for being a kick-ass weekend editor with the perfect Twitter. And Cheryl, for being my horror information, my SDCC roommate, and one of many sweetest individuals round.

On the video aspect, a lot of the crew is gone—though, like I beforehand stated, principally not by selection. I do know movies weren’t the most well-liked factor on io9 (about as fashionable as slideshows are actually), however I beloved attending to discover a new manner of sharing tales with our viewers. I’m pleased with the work we did collectively, and I hope we are able to see a return to nice io9 video content material with the assets our crew deserves. I wish to thank my video crewmates, who produced excellent work and gave io9 among the greatest comic-con protection we’ve ever had. They embrace: Danielle, Lily, Rebecca, Pilar, Ben, Myra, Matthew, Eleanor, Vincent, Raul, Tom, Therese, Lauren, Heather, and Mike.

There are so many folks, previous and current, that I may by no means identify all of them. Here’s just some. Gizmodo workers: Marina, Brian, Caitlin, Dell, Rose, Rhett, Shoshana, Victoria, Tom, Whitney, Dharna, Ed, Florence, Isaac, Lucas, Molly, and Sam. Previous io9 (or io9-adjacent) people: Rob, Katharine, Evan, Julie, Alex, Kelly, Mario, Yessenia, Bryan, Riley, Patrick, Joe, Cecilia, Joanna, Susie, and lots of others. I wish to thank Katie Drummond for recruiting me all these years in the past primarily based on one Kotaku post, and Dicko for calling me throughout my honeymoon to inform me I’d been promoted to full-time (to which I ordered a second Bloody Mary as a result of hell sure). I’ve bought to thank my fellow GMG Union members for preventing the great struggle, and the Bargaining Committee for introducing me to Terrace House. And, maybe above all, because of io9 founders Annalee Newitz and Charlie Jane Anders for creating a beautiful membership that, for some motive, wished me as a member.

If I can go away y’all with one factor: What’s most necessary in life is to be completely happy, however what makes you content can (and will) change. Never accept the street extra traveled as a result of it’s acquainted—particularly if one thing, somebody, or a whole group of someones not serve you on that path. I’m able to discover a new definition of happiness, exterior of journalism, and I’m equally completely happy understanding io9 stays in essentially the most succesful arms in geekdom. So goodbye, for now. I’m heading by uncharted waters and I can’t wait to see what’s on the opposite aspect. Just bought to caulk the wagon and float.

We’re home.

We’re residence.
Photo: Beth Elderkin/io9


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